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What If

by Kayla Jay

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The first single from Kayla Jay's upcoming album, What If, reflects on overthinking one's place in a relationship. Doubting every move you make. Wondering if committing is the right thing to do when you can't even be sure the other person won't hurt you, or that you won't pull back and hurt them.

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This is new to me
Anything that you said you would do for me
Every mountain you said you would move for me
You did
You did
And I'm afraid that I'll never get used to this
Cause I'm afraid that I'm gonna get used again
Every time I open up to let you in
It hits
It hits
So what if I let you in and you hurt me?
What if this thing that we have isn't worth it?
What if I believe when you say
you'll stay
forever
And then you go desert me

What ifs
My head is full of what ifs
So could you come and change this
My head is full of what ifs
What if

Yeah it's true, you see
Though every time I needed you you flew to me
And when I wanted shade you were the only tree
I hid
I hid
Cause I really don't know if I can share my heart
I don't even know if I can bear this part
Cause You can turn the key but if it doesn't start
It's dead
It's dead

What if I try loving you and it don't work
What if I give you my soul but it still hurts
What if I believe when you say
you'll stay
Forever
But I'm the one who runs away

What if I read you wrong
And I pay
Cause everybody makes mistakes
So they say
But I am not the one to forgive myself
I must make it so I never live this down
I can't even tell you why it has to be
Maybe its that there is something wrong with me
I always assumed that you belong with me
But I have never really been that confident

So what if think too much and I wreck this
What if I spread these doubts and can't end them
What if I believe when you say you'll stay
But then I don't and

There's nothing that you can say

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released July 7, 2017
Writer: Kayla Murphy
Producer: Kayla Murphy
Mixed at : BMR Studios
Mastered: AfterMaster Studios

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Kayla Jay Philadelphia, Pennsylvania

At a young age her parents noticed her love of music and bought her a keyboard. This was the start to her love of performing arts and her passion for music. Kayla dedicated herself to the study of music theory and audio engineering where her natural talent flourished and once it did, she left theory and lessons behind and concentrated on creating her own music and the art of production. ... more

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