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1. |
Made of Stone
03:57
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Girl meets boy
Girl plays coy
Boy wants girl
To be his toy
Boy plays her
Boy shames her
But he'll love her
If she changes
Gimme one reason to stay
And I'll throw it all away
Cause I
Never felt love like this before
That's what I heard her say
When she gave her heart away
now she thinks she can't love anymore
Now her heart is dead
She lays locked up in her head
She cries
Will this ever end
Then
She puts on her armor
And she says
I am made of stone
You can't see me here
You can't reach me here
I don't need you here
Make this ice my home
You can't touch me here
I can't love you here
I'm above you here
I am made of stone
Make this ice my home
I am made of stone
Make this ice my home
V2:
Girl meets boy
Girl slays boy
Thinks she's winning
But she's destroyed
She hurts him
She deserts him
But it's okay
He deserves it
Gimme a reason to stay
Or I'll throw it in your face
That I
Never loved you anyway (no way)
That's what I heard her say when
She pushed his heart away
And became the very thing that she hates
Now his heart is dead
He lays locked up in his head
Hoping all of this will end
Then
He puts on his armor
And he says
Hook
Bridge:
Shut down
Lock you out
I am made of stone
Rock you out
Heart is made of ice
Block you out
I protect myself
Knock you out
You see what happens when you play with love?
You see what happens when you play with love?
Hook
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2. |
Let Me Go
03:24
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That smile is playing on your lips for me
I should thank you
You know me so well
The words fall right out and they sound so sweet
And they always do
Cause you know me so well
But how do you let go
Of everything you've ever known
And everything you've ever believed
If you could let me know
I could be on my way today and
Be the happiest girl you've never seen
Let me go
(Let me go let me go I'm not here for this)
Let me go
(Let me go let me go oh)
Just let me go
(Let me go let me go I'm not here for this)
Just let me go
(Let me go let me go oh)
You put that old swing in your hips for me
I could curse you
you just know me so well
And you're waiting for me to slip, I see.
But you'll never say
I just you that well
But you were never great for me
The truth is that I had to leave
Cause you were really good at pretend
I kinda felt the love was fake
And even if it wasn't babe
Well even real love comes to an end
Let me go
(Let me go let me go I'm not here for this)
Let me go
(Let me go let me go oh)
Just let me go
(Let me go let me go I'm not here for this)
Just let me go
(Let me go let me go oh)
How many times have I said this
By this point this shit is basic
Knowledge you just gotta take it
Any more time spent is wasted
I don't even wanna do this
I'm fighting you but this is stupid
I'm telling you things that you already know
You're holding me back so you need to let go
Let me go
(Let me go let me go I'm not here for this)
Let me go
(Let me go let me go oh)
Just let me go
(Let me go let me go I'm not here for this)
Just let me go
(Let me go let me go oh) x2
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3. |
No Love Lost
03:16
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Look at me look what you've done
You broke me down
I don't know how baby
Calling you calling you out
You picked your card
The king of hearts
Save me
And I can't see anything else or anyone else
But I feel myself and I
Well I love me too much
And I love me too rough
But I can figure it out somehow
Figure it out somehow
Until then there is
No love lost no love lost
I am not your enemy
Please say what you will of me
No love lost no love lost
You think I don't know what's up
Use me up just like your drugs
No love lost no love lost
No love
No love
No love
Oh
Isn't this isn't this fun
Well it's over now
I'll show you out baby
I want you I need you gone
You're in my way
It's my turn to save me
Cause I gave you every chance
I taught you the dance
But every misstep was yours
And I could draw you a map
Cause I'm petty like that
But I can't hold your hand anymore
I can't hold your hand anymore
Cause there's
No love lost no love lost
I am not your enemy
Please say what you will of me
No love lost no love lost
You think I don't know what's up
Use me up just like your drugs
No love lost no love lost
No love
No love
No love
Oh
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4. |
So Long
04:30
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You walk through the door
You take off your coat
You throw it on the floor by the couch
Every night it's the same old thing
Tell me, when did we get so routine?
You walk through the door
You take off your shirt
You throw it on the floor by the bed now
I don't know what to do- I don't know who you are but you aren't you... No
And I remember every smile upon your face
And I remember every moment, every place
So Where'd you go?
Why'd it take you so long
I'm still waiting for you to come home
Why'd it take you so long
I'm still waiting for you to come home
You walk through the door
You take off your shoes
You throw them on the floor by the bedroom
If I see you throw one more thing
I swear to god I'm taking off this ring
You walk through the door
You loosen your tie
You hang it on a hook in the hall
Just when I think that we don't stand a chance
You come to me and then you take my hand
I can't remember just how things got so bad
But I remember all the good times that we had, so where'd you go?
You used to sweep me off my feet
I swear I can still feel the heat
There's just one thing I want to know
Where's the man I knew from long ago
Where'd you go?
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5. |
Pretty Girl
03:46
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Pretty girl
I see you standing there
I saw your light
But I know it's not the same
As the one that you put on at night
As the one that you put on for them
And when you go
It's always dimmer than the
One that you show
I see a glimmer of that little girl's hope
You left her standing there
you left her standing there
Prehook: But she's still waiting for you
She's still waiting for you to come
To come and save her
Girl, you know you're the only one
Hook: Who can come back for her
Come back
(girl you better hurry while there's still time)
Come back for her
Come back
(I know she's there, I see her in your eyes)
Pretty girl
I see you standing there
He says he loves you
but you do not feel the same
He knows that you will put up with him
and he knows that he can weaponize your shame
Still you won't go
The pain he causes- you will never let it show
See dying embers of that little girl's hope
Cause you left her standing there
You left her standing there
Prehook: But she's still waiting for you
She's still waiting for you to come
To come and save her
Girl, you know you're the only one
Hook: Who can come back for her
Come back
(girl you better hurry while there's still time)
Come back for her
Come back
(I know she's there, I see her in your eyes)
Bridge:
Hold her
Console her
Tell her that it's not her fault
And when
She hears you
She feels you
She knows you're gonna take care of her
And
You realize
In her eyes
You find everything that you've been missing
Everything that you've been wishing for
and you're looking in the mirror
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6. |
Monster
03:56
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Little girl
Walking down the road
And it's all for the best
That you lighten up your load
There's a monster loose
If you really want the truth
There's a monster loose and
It's coming after you
And it doesn't look like any old monster
You've ever seen
Monsters like the monsters
In the corners of your darkest dreams
Monsters like the monsters
In the pages of your magazines
Telling you to be
Somebody
You were never meant to be
If you stop for a minute
I'll put you under my wing
Cause they told you how to run
But I'll teach you how to swing
there's a monster loose
If you really want the truth
There's a monster loose
And it's coming after you
And it doesn't look like any old monster
That's evident
Monsters like the monsters
Pulling strings for the president
Monsters like the monsters
With the worst kind of ill-intent
Sniffing on your trail
Like you're for sale
Trying to catch your scent.
And they're everywhere
Yeah they're everywhere
And all I ever wanted was somebody to protect me
All I wanted was somebody who wouldn't forget me
I won't let you down
I won't let you down
Listen to this song and keep your eyes up off the ground
Keep them off the ground
Little girl
You are not alone
We will all get together
We are building up our zone
There's a monster loose
if you really want the truth
There's a monster loose
and it's coming after you
And it doesn't look like any old monster
This you must know
Monsters like the monsters
Who will make your pain into a show
Monsters like the monsters
Who will clap when you're overthrown
They will do whatever just to make you keep
Your mouth closed.
Make you keep your mouth closed
And they're everywhere
Yeah they're everywhere
And all I ever wanted was somebody to respect me
All I wanted was somebody who wouldn't neglect me
I won't let you down
I won't let you down
Listen to this song and keep your eyes up off the ground
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7. |
Evolution
03:56
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It’s been a long a time
Oh such a long time
Why in the world
Would you ever think that
I would stay the same
I’ve held on though
And I really tried so
Keep it to yourself
I don’t really think that
I’m the one to blame
See this isnt just some revolution
Baby this is called an evolution
It’s the natural path that brings me what I need
If you can’t take it
There’s a resolution
I can show you the perfect solution
You can take that path that takes you away from me.
It’s been a long long time
Oh such a long long time
I’ve been working on myself
So you can grow with me
If you think that you can’t do it
I don’t even wanna put you through this
I’m the type of girl who
Wants the best that I can get
I mean, what’s that you used to say?
This isn’t a punishment
It’s just the way things have to be
The way things worked out
You get your wish right? You can do whatever you want
You can do whatever you want
Bye
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8. |
Tell Me
03:56
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Pressing on my brain
Like your hand on my collarbone
Holding me down
while you Climb inside
I got no patience
When you're hitting bottom
I don't wanna stop maybe
We could let it slide
Cause I'm still finding me in you
I know that you feel it too
So Open up your mouth
Come on baby let it loose
I wanna find out
What you're thinking about
Tell me what you want
Tell me what you need
Even if you think
That I can't handle it
Tell me how you like it
Tell me you're excited
Tell me how it feels
Now-
Tell me how to do it
You can walk me through it
I don't always know
every single thing but
Tell me how you want it
Tell me that you love it
Tell me that you love me
Now-
I wanna run my fingertips
Just ghost them right across your lips
And trail them down your spine
So you know you're mine
I wanna touch you everywhere
Sometimes I wanna pull your hair
I swear I'll love you right
I really wanna see your soul
I know that you want that too
So open up your mouth cause
Baby I want you to know
You shouldn't be scared
To tell me
Give me all you got
We don't have to stop
Maybe we could talk
I just never want you to leave
You can be on top
I'll give you my spot
You can have it all
I just never want you to leave
I just want the secrets you keep
I want you to tell me
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9. |
What If
03:27
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This is new to me
Anything that you said you would do for me
Every mountain you said you would move for me
You did
You did
And I'm afraid that I'll never get used to this
Cause I'm afraid that I'm gonna get used again
Every time I open up to let you in
It hits
It hits
So what if I let you in and you hurt me?
What if this thing that we have isn't worth it?
What if I believe when you say
you'll stay
forever
And then you go desert me
What ifs
My head is full of what ifs
So could you come and change this
My head is full of what ifs
What if
Yeah it's true, you see
Though every time I needed you you flew to me
And when I wanted shade you were the only tree
I hid
I hid
Cause I really don't know if I can share my heart
I don't even know if I can bear this part
Cause You can turn the key but if it doesn't start
It's dead
It's dead
What if I try loving you and it don't work
What if I give you my soul but it still hurts
What if I believe when you say
you'll stay
Forever
But I'm the one who runs away
What if I read you wrong
And I pay
Cause everybody makes mistakes
So they say
But I am not the one to forgive myself
I must make it so I never live this down
I can't even tell you why it has to be
Maybe it’s that there is something wrong with me
I always assumed that you belong with me
But I have never really been that confident
So what if think too much and I wreck this
What if I spread these doubts and can't end them
What if I believe when you say you'll stay
But then I don't and
There's nothing that you can say
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10. |
Worth to You
03:31
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Am I worth your time cause you see something in my eyes
Am I worth it
Because I have everything that you want between these thighs
I need you to make up your mind
Make up your mind
Make up your mind
I need you to wake up this time
Wake up this time
I'm calling you out
Tell me what I'm worth to you
Cause I need more than words from you
Tell me if you'll see this through
Tell me what you wanna do
What you wanna do
Cause if you wanna make it work
Make it work
Make it work
If you wanna make it work
Make it work
Make it work
If you wanna make it work
Make it work
Make it work
You'll do what you have to do
Can you hang with me when I have insecurities?
Or do you feel like you can't handle it, does my pain make you want to leave?
I need you to draw me that line
Draw me that line
Draw me that line
Don't tell me you're fine
Don't tell me you're fine
Cause I know when you lie
Tell me what I'm worth to you
Cause I need more than words from you
Tell me if you'll see this through
Tell me what you wanna do
What you wanna do
Cause if you wanna make it work
Make it work
Make it work
If you wanna make it work
Make it work
Make it work
If you wanna make it work
Make it work
Make it work
You'll do what you have to do
I am not the one
Who you can just dismiss
I know who I am and
I know what this is
You can be yourself and
I bring my support
But I know what I'm worth
The ball is in your court
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11. |
Worth It
01:49
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They say that patience is a virtue
Well, it's never been one of mine
They tell you nothing good should hurt you
But I can say it with my heart that they're lying
Anything worth fighting for
Anything worth crying for
And anything worth dying for
Will Bring us pain that we all ignore
Cause yeah it's worth it
Yeah it's worth it
That effort's working
Keep going because it's worth it
My baby was
worth the wait
All the success is worth the hate
Self-love is work, but babe
Think of what comes when you clean that slate
Cause
Anything worth fighting for
Anything worth crying for
And anything worth dying for
Will Bring us pain that we all ignore
Cause yeah it's worth it
Yeah it's worth it
That effort's working
Keep going because it's worth it
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12. |
Flying feat. Dayz
03:06
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You ask for too much
Are you so out of touch
That you really want my heart on a platter
My brain's saying no
But there's nowhere else to go
And you tell me what I feel is all that matters
But you stole my heart
And you took my breath away
So I close my eyes
Cause I can't see you the same
Why you gotta be like that
Why you gotta touch me like that
(But it feels so good)
I don't wanna fall in love
I feel like I've had enough
(And I really shouldn't)
Why you gotta call my name
Can't we treat this like a game
(Can you lose my number)
I don't wanna see your face
Cause you're gonna make me smile
(And I'm going under)
Hook:
I'm flying
I'm flying
Help me come down
Help me come down
I'm flying
I'm flying
Feet hit the ground
I'm safe for now
DAYZ PART
Bridge: I'm safe for now
But what does that mean?
Well, it's a false sense of security
As hard as it is
You know what we've seen
You know what we've been through
You know what love can do
But why you gotta touch me like that?
Why must you bring it all back
I'm safe right here
I hate right here
You could be enough
Come pick me up
Come pick me up
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13. |
Anything I Can
04:03
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I couldn't tell you what I did
To deserve someone like you
And I'm amazed
you see
Every time you tell me
You believe in me
And I can't leave you be
Cause you stole the biggest part of me
Now I've come to get it back
And you're playing like
We haven't wanted this thing for our whole lives
But I'm here now
I said I'm here now
Now that I have you
I'm not letting go
Baby I'll be your rock
I am telling you so
You can count on me
Lean on me
just let me know
Gimme the where
The when
I'll do anything I can
No one wants us together
They want to see us fail
And I don't know why
I don't really care
Because I know you're mine
And they don't get a say
They can all tell us we're crazy
For listening to our hearts
But at the end of it all
Love is the foundation
Baby it's not a wall
And they can't knock it down
To keep you with me
Cause we can't ever let
Them come between
Something that they cannot even see
It's just You and me
It's just
You and me
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Kayla Jay Philadelphia, Pennsylvania
At a young age her parents noticed her love of music and bought her a keyboard. This was the start to her love of performing arts and her passion for music. Kayla dedicated herself to the study of music theory and audio engineering where her natural talent flourished and once it did, she left theory and lessons behind and concentrated on creating her own music and the art of production. ... more
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