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Evolution

by Kayla Jay

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Made of Stone 03:57
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Girl meets boy Girl plays coy Boy wants girl To be his toy Boy plays her Boy shames her But he'll love her If she changes Gimme one reason to stay And I'll throw it all away Cause I Never felt love like this before That's what I heard her say When she gave her heart away now she thinks she can't love anymore Now her heart is dead She lays locked up in her head She cries Will this ever end Then She puts on her armor And she says I am made of stone You can't see me here You can't reach me here I don't need you here Make this ice my home You can't touch me here I can't love you here I'm above you here I am made of stone Make this ice my home I am made of stone Make this ice my home V2: Girl meets boy Girl slays boy Thinks she's winning But she's destroyed She hurts him She deserts him But it's okay He deserves it Gimme a reason to stay Or I'll throw it in your face That I Never loved you anyway (no way) That's what I heard her say when She pushed his heart away And became the very thing that she hates Now his heart is dead He lays locked up in his head Hoping all of this will end Then He puts on his armor And he says Hook Bridge: Shut down Lock you out I am made of stone Rock you out Heart is made of ice Block you out I protect myself Knock you out You see what happens when you play with love? You see what happens when you play with love? Hook
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Let Me Go 03:24
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That smile is playing on your lips for me I should thank you You know me so well The words fall right out and they sound so sweet And they always do Cause you know me so well But how do you let go Of everything you've ever known And everything you've ever believed If you could let me know I could be on my way today and Be the happiest girl you've never seen Let me go (Let me go let me go I'm not here for this) Let me go (Let me go let me go oh) Just let me go (Let me go let me go I'm not here for this) Just let me go (Let me go let me go oh) You put that old swing in your hips for me I could curse you you just know me so well And you're waiting for me to slip, I see. But you'll never say I just you that well But you were never great for me The truth is that I had to leave Cause you were really good at pretend I kinda felt the love was fake And even if it wasn't babe Well even real love comes to an end Let me go (Let me go let me go I'm not here for this) Let me go (Let me go let me go oh) Just let me go (Let me go let me go I'm not here for this) Just let me go (Let me go let me go oh) How many times have I said this By this point this shit is basic Knowledge you just gotta take it Any more time spent is wasted I don't even wanna do this I'm fighting you but this is stupid I'm telling you things that you already know You're holding me back so you need to let go Let me go (Let me go let me go I'm not here for this) Let me go (Let me go let me go oh) Just let me go (Let me go let me go I'm not here for this) Just let me go (Let me go let me go oh) x2
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No Love Lost 03:16
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Look at me look what you've done You broke me down I don't know how baby Calling you calling you out You picked your card The king of hearts Save me And I can't see anything else or anyone else But I feel myself and I Well I love me too much And I love me too rough But I can figure it out somehow Figure it out somehow Until then there is No love lost no love lost I am not your enemy Please say what you will of me No love lost no love lost You think I don't know what's up Use me up just like your drugs No love lost no love lost No love No love No love Oh Isn't this isn't this fun Well it's over now I'll show you out baby I want you I need you gone You're in my way It's my turn to save me Cause I gave you every chance I taught you the dance But every misstep was yours And I could draw you a map Cause I'm petty like that But I can't hold your hand anymore I can't hold your hand anymore Cause there's No love lost no love lost I am not your enemy Please say what you will of me No love lost no love lost You think I don't know what's up Use me up just like your drugs No love lost no love lost No love No love No love Oh
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So Long 04:30
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You walk through the door You take off your coat You throw it on the floor by the couch Every night it's the same old thing Tell me, when did we get so routine? You walk through the door You take off your shirt You throw it on the floor by the bed now I don't know what to do- I don't know who you are but you aren't you... No And I remember every smile upon your face And I remember every moment, every place So Where'd you go? Why'd it take you so long I'm still waiting for you to come home Why'd it take you so long I'm still waiting for you to come home You walk through the door You take off your shoes You throw them on the floor by the bedroom If I see you throw one more thing I swear to god I'm taking off this ring You walk through the door You loosen your tie You hang it on a hook in the hall Just when I think that we don't stand a chance You come to me and then you take my hand I can't remember just how things got so bad But I remember all the good times that we had, so where'd you go? You used to sweep me off my feet I swear I can still feel the heat There's just one thing I want to know Where's the man I knew from long ago Where'd you go?
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Pretty Girl 03:46
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Pretty girl I see you standing there I saw your light But I know it's not the same As the one that you put on at night As the one that you put on for them And when you go It's always dimmer than the One that you show I see a glimmer of that little girl's hope You left her standing there you left her standing there Prehook: But she's still waiting for you She's still waiting for you to come To come and save her Girl, you know you're the only one Hook: Who can come back for her Come back (girl you better hurry while there's still time) Come back for her Come back (I know she's there, I see her in your eyes) Pretty girl I see you standing there He says he loves you but you do not feel the same He knows that you will put up with him and he knows that he can weaponize your shame Still you won't go The pain he causes- you will never let it show See dying embers of that little girl's hope Cause you left her standing there You left her standing there Prehook: But she's still waiting for you She's still waiting for you to come To come and save her Girl, you know you're the only one Hook: Who can come back for her Come back (girl you better hurry while there's still time) Come back for her Come back (I know she's there, I see her in your eyes) Bridge: Hold her Console her Tell her that it's not her fault And when She hears you She feels you She knows you're gonna take care of her And You realize In her eyes You find everything that you've been missing Everything that you've been wishing for and you're looking in the mirror
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Monster 03:56
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Little girl Walking down the road And it's all for the best That you lighten up your load There's a monster loose If you really want the truth There's a monster loose and It's coming after you And it doesn't look like any old monster You've ever seen Monsters like the monsters In the corners of your darkest dreams Monsters like the monsters In the pages of your magazines Telling you to be Somebody You were never meant to be If you stop for a minute I'll put you under my wing Cause they told you how to run But I'll teach you how to swing there's a monster loose If you really want the truth There's a monster loose And it's coming after you And it doesn't look like any old monster That's evident Monsters like the monsters Pulling strings for the president Monsters like the monsters With the worst kind of ill-intent Sniffing on your trail Like you're for sale Trying to catch your scent. And they're everywhere Yeah they're everywhere And all I ever wanted was somebody to protect me All I wanted was somebody who wouldn't forget me I won't let you down I won't let you down Listen to this song and keep your eyes up off the ground Keep them off the ground Little girl You are not alone We will all get together We are building up our zone There's a monster loose if you really want the truth There's a monster loose and it's coming after you And it doesn't look like any old monster This you must know Monsters like the monsters Who will make your pain into a show Monsters like the monsters Who will clap when you're overthrown They will do whatever just to make you keep Your mouth closed. Make you keep your mouth closed And they're everywhere Yeah they're everywhere And all I ever wanted was somebody to respect me All I wanted was somebody who wouldn't neglect me I won't let you down I won't let you down Listen to this song and keep your eyes up off the ground
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Evolution 03:56
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It’s been a long a time Oh such a long time Why in the world Would you ever think that I would stay the same I’ve held on though And I really tried so Keep it to yourself I don’t really think that I’m the one to blame See this isnt just some revolution Baby this is called an evolution It’s the natural path that brings me what I need If you can’t take it There’s a resolution I can show you the perfect solution You can take that path that takes you away from me. It’s been a long long time Oh such a long long time I’ve been working on myself So you can grow with me If you think that you can’t do it I don’t even wanna put you through this I’m the type of girl who Wants the best that I can get I mean, what’s that you used to say? This isn’t a punishment It’s just the way things have to be The way things worked out You get your wish right? You can do whatever you want You can do whatever you want Bye
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Tell Me 03:56
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Pressing on my brain Like your hand on my collarbone Holding me down while you Climb inside I got no patience When you're hitting bottom I don't wanna stop maybe We could let it slide Cause I'm still finding me in you I know that you feel it too So Open up your mouth Come on baby let it loose I wanna find out What you're thinking about Tell me what you want Tell me what you need Even if you think That I can't handle it Tell me how you like it Tell me you're excited Tell me how it feels Now- Tell me how to do it You can walk me through it I don't always know every single thing but Tell me how you want it Tell me that you love it Tell me that you love me Now- I wanna run my fingertips Just ghost them right across your lips And trail them down your spine So you know you're mine I wanna touch you everywhere Sometimes I wanna pull your hair I swear I'll love you right I really wanna see your soul I know that you want that too So open up your mouth cause Baby I want you to know You shouldn't be scared To tell me Give me all you got We don't have to stop Maybe we could talk I just never want you to leave You can be on top I'll give you my spot You can have it all I just never want you to leave I just want the secrets you keep I want you to tell me
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What If 03:27
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This is new to me Anything that you said you would do for me Every mountain you said you would move for me You did You did And I'm afraid that I'll never get used to this Cause I'm afraid that I'm gonna get used again Every time I open up to let you in It hits It hits So what if I let you in and you hurt me? What if this thing that we have isn't worth it? What if I believe when you say you'll stay forever And then you go desert me What ifs My head is full of what ifs So could you come and change this My head is full of what ifs What if Yeah it's true, you see Though every time I needed you you flew to me And when I wanted shade you were the only tree I hid I hid Cause I really don't know if I can share my heart I don't even know if I can bear this part Cause You can turn the key but if it doesn't start It's dead It's dead What if I try loving you and it don't work What if I give you my soul but it still hurts What if I believe when you say you'll stay Forever But I'm the one who runs away What if I read you wrong And I pay Cause everybody makes mistakes So they say But I am not the one to forgive myself I must make it so I never live this down I can't even tell you why it has to be Maybe it’s that there is something wrong with me I always assumed that you belong with me But I have never really been that confident So what if think too much and I wreck this What if I spread these doubts and can't end them What if I believe when you say you'll stay But then I don't and There's nothing that you can say
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Worth to You 03:31
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Am I worth your time cause you see something in my eyes Am I worth it Because I have everything that you want between these thighs I need you to make up your mind Make up your mind Make up your mind I need you to wake up this time Wake up this time I'm calling you out Tell me what I'm worth to you Cause I need more than words from you Tell me if you'll see this through Tell me what you wanna do What you wanna do Cause if you wanna make it work Make it work Make it work If you wanna make it work Make it work Make it work If you wanna make it work Make it work Make it work You'll do what you have to do Can you hang with me when I have insecurities? Or do you feel like you can't handle it, does my pain make you want to leave? I need you to draw me that line Draw me that line Draw me that line Don't tell me you're fine Don't tell me you're fine Cause I know when you lie Tell me what I'm worth to you Cause I need more than words from you Tell me if you'll see this through Tell me what you wanna do What you wanna do Cause if you wanna make it work Make it work Make it work If you wanna make it work Make it work Make it work If you wanna make it work Make it work Make it work You'll do what you have to do I am not the one Who you can just dismiss I know who I am and I know what this is You can be yourself and I bring my support But I know what I'm worth The ball is in your court
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Worth It 01:49
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They say that patience is a virtue Well, it's never been one of mine They tell you nothing good should hurt you But I can say it with my heart that they're lying Anything worth fighting for Anything worth crying for And anything worth dying for Will Bring us pain that we all ignore Cause yeah it's worth it Yeah it's worth it That effort's working Keep going because it's worth it My baby was worth the wait All the success is worth the hate Self-love is work, but babe Think of what comes when you clean that slate Cause Anything worth fighting for Anything worth crying for And anything worth dying for Will Bring us pain that we all ignore Cause yeah it's worth it Yeah it's worth it That effort's working Keep going because it's worth it
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Flying feat. Dayz 03:06
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You ask for too much Are you so out of touch That you really want my heart on a platter My brain's saying no But there's nowhere else to go And you tell me what I feel is all that matters But you stole my heart And you took my breath away So I close my eyes Cause I can't see you the same Why you gotta be like that Why you gotta touch me like that (But it feels so good) I don't wanna fall in love I feel like I've had enough (And I really shouldn't) Why you gotta call my name Can't we treat this like a game (Can you lose my number) I don't wanna see your face Cause you're gonna make me smile (And I'm going under) Hook: I'm flying I'm flying Help me come down Help me come down I'm flying I'm flying Feet hit the ground I'm safe for now DAYZ PART Bridge: I'm safe for now But what does that mean? Well, it's a false sense of security As hard as it is You know what we've seen You know what we've been through You know what love can do But why you gotta touch me like that? Why must you bring it all back I'm safe right here I hate right here You could be enough Come pick me up Come pick me up
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Anything I Can 04:03
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I couldn't tell you what I did To deserve someone like you And I'm amazed you see Every time you tell me You believe in me And I can't leave you be Cause you stole the biggest part of me Now I've come to get it back And you're playing like We haven't wanted this thing for our whole lives But I'm here now I said I'm here now Now that I have you I'm not letting go Baby I'll be your rock I am telling you so You can count on me Lean on me just let me know Gimme the where The when I'll do anything I can No one wants us together They want to see us fail And I don't know why I don't really care Because I know you're mine And they don't get a say They can all tell us we're crazy For listening to our hearts But at the end of it all Love is the foundation Baby it's not a wall And they can't knock it down To keep you with me Cause we can't ever let Them come between Something that they cannot even see It's just You and me It's just You and me

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Evolution encompasses the stages of human relationships. Some songs are first person perspectives (Anything I Can, Let Me Go). Some favor more abstract concepts, platonic relationships, and female empowerment. While other songs are about heartbreak, the death of love, and raw physical and sexual connections. It all comes together to form a whole picture of the things we go through when we take chances on other people, in whatever regard we hold them.

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released June 29, 2018

Writer: Kayla Leigh Murphy
Producer: Kayla Leigh Murphy
Executive Producer: Aliem Jumpp

Recorded at BMR Studios Philadelphia, PA.
Mixed and mastered by Jay Plot for J. Plot Productions, Sherman Oaks, CA.

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At a young age her parents noticed her love of music and bought her a keyboard. This was the start to her love of performing arts and her passion for music. Kayla dedicated herself to the study of music theory and audio engineering where her natural talent flourished and once it did, she left theory and lessons behind and concentrated on creating her own music and the art of production. ... more

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